7th Episode - Back to School (S1 Ep.7-1)

Something about you... Changed me

Monday, August 26

Dear Diary,

I almost can't contain such joy, because yesterday was a magical day! My hope was finally attended!

For a moment we dream, we idealize and sometimes we get caught in a reality that does not correspond to our wishes, disappointment, loss of hope! And who's to blame? That is the question. Yes, because we're looking for excuses not to go back to dreaming. Dreams move our actions and through them, we live adventures, we put ourselves to the risk, we become courageous, brave, we make discoveries. "The bigger the dream, the greater may be the fall", yes it is true, however is not the absence of that fear that makes me brave, fearless, but its knowledge and even so take the risk and still give me a chance, because if the fall can be great, big can also be my triumph, my achievement, but more than that, the greater my love and my dedication will be.

Seth invaded my thoughts and since I first saw him something in me changed. The illusion that I had created, due to the age, perhaps, the desolation I felt with his absence, wouldn't let me see clearly that was not only a dream, did not only dazzle me and it was not only compassion. What had changed in me?! Why would I want so much to share with him my dreams, my fears, my achievements? Why would I want to discover his deepest secrets? what will was this that made me wish for his presence? And after last night that will have grown up. I felt shaking while standing so close to him, however, also felt safe, confident...

Joan: Rose?!

Rose: Hi Joan, come in.

Joan: So, what happened yesterday? You disappeared!

Rose: Oh, I… - Not even Joan’s arrival woke me up from the relive of every moment from last night.

Joan: Are you all right? Looks like you are at the moon. - Sketching a smile, Joan put her hand on my shoulder and broke into my thoughts, realizing the reason for my "air on the moon", as she called it. Got a little tense. In her thoughts. "I can't believe it! Mikhael! Oh Rose, my dear friend, the mysterious ways of the heart, even without memories, you found your way to him. So close to the truth and so far from reality. Will you ever forgive me?"