Shaping the project (S1 Ep.6-2)

My conviction that something was going on was now reinforced by Joan, however, she didn't help much more. As promised, I would give her all the space she needed, but, as I had put in mind, nothing could stop me from trying to find out for myself. Never before I’ve seen her in this state, so vulnerable and still carrying a volcano of energy that seemed to keep her holding to the present.

Another certain I had was that, whatever it was, it was somehow connected with the lands of her grandmother and then, in the properties of the Bonet olive oil, there were answers for being unveiled. This was arguably more a hint to put in my research. Of all the elements that I collected and calendarized nothing gave me a way forward, an orientation for what was to come, until now...

I focused my thoughts back to what I was doing because I had another task in hands, show to Joan the worked I developed during yesterday, but this issue wouldn't be closed just yet.

Wiping the tears she sat down beside me. I felt like a bad friend by the coldness that I had demonstrated. To put a stone on the matter, for now, I immediately started talking, demonstrating what I had done. I wasn't able to give her a hug in sympathy to her feelings. Because in a way I feared that doing so would weaken her more, then I stopped myself.

Rose: We have e-mail and presence on a few social networks!

 Joan: All right.

Rose: I started this organization chart to help us target the tasks and know who is responsible for each area. Did the files distributed by sectors are corresponding to the organization chart. It's all so very basic, but as we're developing the project, we're writing better. What do you think?

Joan: I think it's very good! Seriously!

Rose: Okay! I need a list of emails of the requests you sent me and if you have any new write down too, to update the list of contacts in the email. The idea is to do it all, from now on, with and under the brand’s name.

Joan: All right!

Rose: I'm going to need also to transfer the photos for the catalogue, that you are preparing…

Joan: I ... I can handle that part if you want?

Rose: Sure, of course! I think it'd be interesting to do a frame with the theme of the collection, in the photographs that will be to post. I have here some examples of drawings. What do you say?

Joan: Yes! I understand you. I think it's a good idea!

Rose: I'm going to leave you a copy of the access. Guard it well! So both of us are always in contact with the public.

I restrained myself in words, because, after all, didn't want Joan to feel distrust of me in relation to her work. I didn't doubt her abilities, I was concerned only about her commitment. And it still made me afraid to go any further, she was my pillar in this project, without her I would not dare to face the whole school. I dreamed about this moment and I shared with her, she knew how much all of our work was important to me. The attacks in form of words would do no good.

I just want my best friend back!