As sisters… (S1 Ep.10-8)

Saturday, November 2

I was radiant, the nightmares were gone and for that, I was no more afraid of the night. See him, dream about him calmed me. How I wish he was real. However, knowing that in my dreams I could always find him, comforted me. Unlike Joan, which, with her secrets, increasingly let small slots on our friendship. I didn't want to judge her, nor could do it, for me she is like a sister.

A year in May is made since Lea left the town to go study out and, in part, Joan held this role. The girls occupy much of their time with the practice of physical activities and rehearsals of the band. Joan and I trained volleyball and both work on the same project, so we spent a lot of time together. But this year things were different. And I wanted to understand why!

Rose: Joan?!

Joan: Ah ... I’m sorry. Did you say something?

Rose: It's everything okay? You seem a little on the moon!

Joan: And I was, I’m sorry. Look we are already in November, we have to start working on the decoration.

Rose: That’s what you were doing yesterday?

Joan: No… - She seemed a little worried, but I felt she was honest. Although she had not been completely open about the matter of yesterday, she didn't lie to me. - Sorry, were the girls very upset?

Rose: Sofie and Monic were cool, but you know Dianne. If you fail with her once you're marked. Probably she’ll not go to call you for help in the Association. Better make an epic apology.

Joan: Can you help me figure something out? – This words sounded to me like a small opening, it was enough, for now.

Rose: Of course, yes! During lunch, we worked on an idea, okay?

Joan: Thank you, Rose!

I don't know what's going on with Joan, already made me think of 1001 things possible, left me disappointed and left me with anger. But, however much the rage at the moment, in these small conversations all, seemed back to normal. Our friendship was going through a roller coaster, but in the end, we just always make peace. That didn't let me more relaxed, left me more alert, more mindful to her concerns and needs.

As agreed, during lunch we discussed ideas for a personal apology worthy of a heroic feat.

Joan: D. Marya, thank you for the gift.

D. Marya: You welcome, my dear. I was hoping to see you here yesterday. Rose said you had to take care of something, it's everything okay with the family?

Joan: Yes ma'am! I went to my grandma's house, but everything is fine.

The environment seemed to be getting heavy. I know Joan, she doesn't like to be pressured. My questions plus mother’s left her somehow embarrassed. What it was noticed by her rosy cheeks. So, I changed the subject.

Rose: Mom, I already have the dress ready, I'm going to leave it here with the design where I have proposed measures and the necessary accessories to put with the lining. Joan, have you the support for the headphones ready?

Joan: Yes!

Rose: So, you take care of the decoration, okay?

Joan: Of course!

Rose: Go by the concepts, Red Carpet and Sunset Party.

Joan: Wow, seriously?!

Rose: Yes, I want the Glamour of the Red Carpet and the fun of a Sunset Party. Starry sky, lights, focus...

D. Marya: You're excited! It's an interesting idea, for sure. I'm curious to see what will come out.

Rose: Is our first show for the general public, I want it to be a unique experience, for us and for those who come to watch.

Joan: Look the idea you gave me, each person who comes will have their Red Carpet moment and we offered the photo at the end of the fashion show…

Rose: I love this girl, it’s like she is in my head!