The truth shall set you free (S1 Ep.12-2)

“Dear Diary,

Today I witnessed what most feared and in spite of everything, I feel this will to cherish him, to protect him, to tell him it's okay, I'm here for him."

With the night the hope of seeing him again stroked me, I couldn't help but fear for his safety and mine.

Joan: May I, friend?

Rose: Come on in, Joan! - "What are you doing here?!" Was my thought. But with the confidence that Mikhael held our secret I added. – Weren't you coming only tomorrow?

Joan: What are you doing?

Rose: Revising the schedule of out project implementation.

Joan: I heard that you got lost. The project, the class, the girls, has been too much for you, you should be resting.

Rose: I don't feel tired. At least keep me distracted. – Although I tried the truth came out from my lips. - How did you know?

Joan: Hum?

Rose: That I got lost! How did you know?

Joan: O Charlie…

Rose: Charlie isn't home, not my mom! Rebecca, I know!

Joan: Rebecca? You know what!? What are you talking about?

Rose: I saw, Joan! Or Stella or Rebecca… How could you? What has she done to you? She begged for my life! And I? What have I done?

Joan: Nothing! Rose, I don't know what Elizabeth told you, but ... You couldn't be more wrong.

Rose: Then explain me!

Joan: I…

Rose: Do something, show me the truth! I don't understand!

Joan: I… I'm afraid to force your memories.

Rose: Telling me the truth you may trigger the process, yes I know! But try, I can handle it.

Joan: All right. I was born with the gift of spirituality. As I develop my ability I have the capacity to control Man, Nature, inanimate objects ... - With a gesture of her hand raised the leaves before me.

Rose: Okay! You move things with your mind and beautiful phrases in a dead language, Elizabeth had more than 500 years and wanted to become a "true immortal", whatever that means. As strange as it may sound, I can make an effort to try to understand. But ... But what I really don't understand is why didn't you tell me! Why you made me believe I was losing my mind. Why do I get the feeling that you still hiding something?!

Joan: Rose, I…

Rose: No Joan, I don't want to hear anymore lies. If you're not going to tell me the truth, please leave! I thought we were friends.

Joan: I would never do anything to hurt you, - stopped by the door and in a tone of sadness added – only to protect you.

I was hurt, hurt by her actions. Joan lied to me, tried to force me into a reality that was not mine. Disappointment is not, not even close, the feeling to describe what I felt when I saw her getting out, because she took him, took the only refuge to my pain, the love I had found in my dreams. With the tight chest, with the crying caught in my throat, I was losing a part of me on that moment, I felt abandoned, isolated. Had no one to share my pain with. Who would believe a single word of what I saw ... And if someone believed, what cruel fate would Joan put upon. No, I could not lay this heavy burden on other.