14th Episode - For love (S1 Ep14-1)

I dreamed of you

How to admit what I feel when the confession of rejection is a wrong word away…

Rose: It is a beautiful fairy tale... Huh, I even dream it. But it is that! Just that.

Seth: Our dreams are part of our subconscious, where reality mixes with our wishes.

Rose: My wishes? I don't even know what I want ...

Seth: That's not true!

Rose: Joan manipulated my mind, making me believe in something that didn't exist... She ... Can she also manipulate your thoughts, your actions?

Seth: No Rose. She can see through me, but my will to me belongs.

Rose: Her lies have left marks. I still have this feeling that she is not being honest with me.

Seth: The reason is not always explainable by logic. Joan believes that she is saving you from suffering. Maintaining the silence was never the solution, but try to understand, she went through the same thing you're going through. She stills trying to find herself and has this much weight on her shoulders.

Rose: How can I know that this is not just another one of her lies? How do I know that you're real?! ... Honestly, sometimes I find myself thinking that you're just a figment of my imagination… I never see you with anyone, anywhere. I feel you like I've never felt someone, it's like ... Like you're a part of me.

Seth: I'm real. – Smiled at me with such sweetness that melted my heart. - And I will always be by your side. - Landed his hand on mine and it was magical. It was like to feel the beating of his heart, as if the doors my opened, to let him in. My body ruffled. I could feel the shake of his hand, seemed nervous, seemed to be afraid of my rejection.

I looked into his eyes, express tenderness, concern, but the fear reflected in them made me hug him.

Rose: Thank you. – Admired with my gesture did not respond immediately. – Thank you for being here. - And finally landed his arms around me. How I longed to feel him so close. Even if it was such from my mind…

Seth: "Because thru seas and storms, I’ll navigate. Thru cross dreams, I’ll range... "

Rose: "...Wherever you are, I will be there!" Where ... I've heard this poem before. I don't know where, but I'm sure I had heard it before!

Seth: "Between the fields, I found you and you stole my thought. Across the fields, I sought you and you stole my heart. I will give you my life if you accept my hand in marriage." – Outlining a sweet smile continued. - " Because thru seas and storms, I’ll navigate. Thru cross dreams, I’ll range. Wherever you are, I will be there!"

Rose: Thu the fields? Anastacia! – I smiled and walked away, leaning again to the wall along the beach, tangled my arms, went back to admire the beauty of the Moon once more and as she, I felt just half ... - It's beautiful! Did you write it? For the marriage proposal?

Seth: Yes! I loved her with my life. And will always have her in my heart. – I smiled disguising my sadness. His words were needles in my throat, perhaps for having created this illusion of his image and ... Not to be worthy of such love. - Come on! - Extended me his hand. - We have a dance to attend.

Would he ever see me, for just me?!