More than the eye can see (S1 Ep.18-12)

I was in love with Mikhael, for all the stories I heard at his respect, for each time I saw him whenever I closed my eyes, for his charm, for his smile… And for this love I loved every dream with his presence, each day in school knowing he'd be there… Loved life!

 Something in me was changing. I went through various emotions, ranging from pain to revolt, but now I felt more confident about myself, more able to accept and embrace what life gives me, as I knew, no matter how deep down, how desperate I was or felt, he would be there, as my friends and family. I was so grateful to Richard. For his patience, for his dedication and for his friendship. I wanted to help him too.

In each of the girls, I began to see something more than I thought I did know. We're growing, we're still forming our character and what we hold for each of the experiences we've been through, is what helps us in this process. And as I felt complete by feeling the love of those who are closest, I had hope that they feel the same.

Dianne was much happier after Mario reappear in her life. Monic glowed with the memory of her Mystery boy and hope to see him again in the aquatic acrobatics contest. Joan and Sofie, I thought they were both in love with the same boy and if I was right, neither of them would experience such feeling. They would not find their half. So, I needed to do something and figure out what really was going on in their hearts.

(New Moon) Saturday, March 1

Until Tuesday, schools are closed for classes, we're in the extended weekend of Carnival. For various reasons, are days well spent and nothing is left to chance of all we have to do.

Number one: Advance the work with the maintenance crew of the fashion show. Every time we came to the Palace and walked from the source row to the Lake, the tears of joy lurk. Everything is gaining shape and be able to experience all of that so close, see my ideas come to life is a thrill beyond what words can describe, but I will try to do it with one. Sensational! 

Number two: As we already have the main structure of the stage mounted we will do a pre-rehearsal this weekend. To see the girls choreography, change of clothes, the time required for them to embody their heteronyms, anyway, point it all to a more specific orientation.

Number three: Relax! Have some fun watching in the Parish Society Building the typical Carnival dances here in the region and the best part, we can spend time together, with the comfort needed to "Girl's Talk".

We have had days very busy, but time to be together is a priority. I would cherish every moment to be vigilant, more than usual, to every detail, to every reaction, from Joan and Sofie. To help them find love. They have always been there for me, protecting me, challenging me, taking me to the edge and somehow it is through them that I'm getting to know myself better. Though I did not always see it like that, now I know better and I want to do better.

I'm not an expert on the subject "Love", I haven't found the logic that leads us to feel attraction, affection, need to protect each other… Maybe the search for logic is what doesn't make sense, perhaps I just feel it without mandatory explanation. But when I look at every little move of both Joan as Sofie, more certainty I have that Joan is in love with Richard, but not Sofie. She showed more admiration than passion.