5th Episode – One step closer (S1 Ep.5-1)

A moment f nostalgia
Tuesday, July 9
Today was a long day of work, still, the joy of meeting with the girls gave me a little more energy to overcome the evening that I predicted full of animation. And a date as special as today's energy cannot be missing. It is Monic's birthday! She is a big fan of nature, loves being outdoors and adores family activities. Her birthday parties are genuine amusement fairs, with diverse games, food and drink stalls, arranged in a well-coordinated and decorated space.
By the time of my arrival, the presence of familiar faces composed the premises. As I was appreciating the space, with the soft drink, offered at the entrance, in hand, searched for Monic to congratulate her. While I did so, between nods and greetings, I found myself thinking... - "How weird is this feeling of reunion, this feeling of unconscious absence!" – Not a month of vacation passed, but in fact, much more was the time that seemed to part us from each other. At the sight of the Monic by the Dianne and Sofie side, I headed in their direction. However, one face, in particular, stole my attention, bringing me to mind moments of a not-so-distant past…
Monic: What a blue expression! No sad faces today!
Rose: I'm not sad Monic. Just a moment of nostalgia…
Joan: Nostalgia? Oh my beautiful, we still have many moments like this to share...
Rose: Joan, you're here!
Joan: Hello girls, happy birthday Monic.
Monic: Thank You, Joan. I don't think Rose meant that! – And with a gesture, nothing subtle directed the attention of Joan to Ryan.
Joan: Oh! Ryan and Johana… I get it!
Sofie: The Prince not so charming.
Rose: No! I don't see him that way! Simply, I miss our friendship. Now are in no speaking terms.
Dianne: How do I understand you! The first love always leaves a missing feeling. I also remember perfectly mine. In the third class, we were inseparable, spent the hours of playtime playing together... But after the summer vacation ended, when we go back to the fourth grade, nothing was the same any more. He was always with the new girl, it was like I didn't even exist.
Rose: No… - Said a little incredulous, because I couldn't understand the emphatic drama of Dianne. "It was like I didn't even exist." How cruel would that friend of hers be!
Monic: A tragic moment in Dianne’s life, so tragic, that she got obsessed with organizing and planning everything in advance. - The euphemism was noticeable in her tone. As much as Dianne tell us that exceeded the past, she never really understood what could have happened, for her best friend from childhood stop talking to her and despite the fact they were only children at the time, she really liked him a lot and it hurt her and still does.
 Dianne: So funny! I learned that if you know what's waiting for you, you will have no unpleasant surprises. Today if we pass for each other we might not even recognize ourselves. In your case, you didn’t accept to date him and...
Rose: I had and have a fondness for him, but not like that... I didn't want to ruin the friendship we had and I ended up ruin it anyway.
Joan: Both have friends for life here. – Said in her playful way, putting her head on Dianne’s shoulder and her left arm around me.
Monic: A toast to friendship, girls...
Sofie: And to you, Monic!
This is an uncorrupted truth. Friendship is for life. Friendship is the blood ties that we create by choice, it is an unconditional love, free of any interest to own profit. It’s free of judgmental and with the truth always present. It is a feeling of belonging without possession nor expectation of a reward…


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