Did I change? Will I be able to change? (S1 Ep.8-12)

(Third-Quarter) Friday, September 27

Yesterday was full of surprises and today was to be also surprising. Moments before my party Joan met with Mikhael to make sure that he would keep his distance today, reminding him of the importance of this date…

Joan: Thank you for coming!

Seth: Aren't you supposed to be on your way to the party?

Joan: Yes! And that's why I asked you to meet me here. Today Rose completes her fifteen years of return, her body is developed in its shape! But her mind it’s not and, as much as I've suppressed her memories, I don't want to risk triggering the process begin! So, I ask you to stay away.

Seth: Your will be done, my sister! I'll give you the time that you ask for, but not all the time you can have will be sufficient, you need to start getting her ready because if you don't I will!

Joan: Are you mad?

Seth: No, but you ... You are different! I fear for you, my sister.

Joan: You don't need!

Seth: It’s very surprising to me that only the fate of Anastacia worry’s you, you have the four guardians around you and, if they continue imprisoned, will have the same cruel fate that Rose, my sweet Anastacia.

Joan: No! Their shapes are preserved and stored in the Ancestral Library!

Seth: You've dedicated too much time to develop a solution that you forget the details. How do you expect to reverse your spell without getting your memories completely, without knowing all the facts? This is not a joke, Rebecca, you're not creating your mazes.

Joan: Stop treating me like a spoiled child! I know enough!

Seth: No, you don't know! How can you put them in danger by a mere whim?

Joan: Whim? Whim! - With tears pouring through her eyes, the insinuations of Mikhael did Joan confess her real weakness, despair. - The suffering of each impression, one after another and another... It was too much, I couldn't bear it!

Seth: What have you done?

Joan: I cast the spell selection of nice things over myself and you think that protecting them from suffering the same fate as me is a whim?

Seth: Rebecca…

Joan: No, I don't want to know more! I will reverse this curse.

Seth: Rebecca, if you don’t free them, if you don't let the magic take its course they are going to dissect and, in a few years, will be nothing more than dust, and so is life after life until the process is complete…

Joan: No! There will be no return. I'm going to give them peace.

Seth: Rebecca, if the soul of Anastacia is not restored in her body, she will lose the magic and will not return any more. Her fate will be worse than this course, as you call it.

Joan: Can't you see that I can change Rose’s fate, as I changed yours, as I changed Anna’s. - Once, her magic was so great that it had given her the ability to change the fortune of Mikhael, the same power that imprisoned Anna, one of the most powerful witches at the time. In her thinking, there was just the idea of a way to change my destiny too.