The other me (S1 Ep.7-11)

I understand Joan’s concern but every time she arrived with a new order for some more pieces presented in the fashion show at school, my confidence in the project increased. I felt that this was my destiny, to take warm clothes and beauty, in the form of outfits and accessories to people was my purpose, my gift. And have her full support in this passion of mine were the origin of what now we experienced.

Joan: The collection is fantastic! For real Rose, it’s very good, these last pieces that you add up are amazing. Now I see the reason for the dark circles in your eyes, what I don't understand and it is making some species for some time is the reason for the pseudonym.

Rose: Well, at the show I felt good because I was with the mask, that where it came from is still a mystery. It gave me confidence and strength to move on. So, when I was working on the site and on social networks I had the idea of the mask very present and suddenly came to me the name Mystery.

Joan: Okay, I think I follow you! You want our brand to be successful, but you don't want personal recognition for that!? Is that it?

Rose: In other words, Yes!

Joan: Therefore, I want to create my alter ego as well.

Rose: That would be hilarious! How would you call her, so to speak?

Joan: Isn't it obvious? I’ll be Red Kiss! I love to wear my lips red as roses and now I have the perfect excuse!

Rose: Red Kiss! I like it.

Joan: I am imagining some costumes for fashion shows already. We need to spread the word about our website and social networks. We need the media attention to have a got adherence to our fashion show.

Rose: I agree! I've been thinking about distributing a few pieces at school, what do you say?

Joan: Is a great idea!

Rose: I have some extra pieces, which I made from the back-to-school collection.

Joan: Wow Rose, they are beautiful, make a set for me, okay?

Rose: The red set is yours. With the school year beginning so close, I had to do some custom accessories for us, one colour for each of the girls.

Joan: We will post it, right? In "Back to School Collection"?

Rose: It is a short collection and we got what we showed at the festival, I don't think it's worth it.

Joan: The same pieces but customized!? It is worth it! From now on we post all that you do.

With these words of Joan, I couldn't help feeling a certain weight coming down on my shoulders. For these little moments, for these small words, the fear of been dreaming too high, the fear of failure, invaded me again. I think the biggest fear that really had it was the fear of disappointing those who supported me!

When the demotivation tries to take over, it's not easy to get around it, however, the confidence in myself must be greater, my desire to achieve my dream has to be stronger!