I'm not who you see in me (S1 Ep.13-14)

Rose: For a thousand years!? It is not possible!

Joan: He ... The ritual of that night it hit him differently.

Rose: How? Tell me!

Joan: I believe that the time has its own mysteries!

Rose: What do you mean?

Joan: He is the keeper of the Time, he can't die.

Rose: What?! This ritual you speak of is a prison for all of us, for him... Condemned to wander through this world without end, without rest and alone!

Joan: That wasn't my purpose…

Rose: So what was it? If I really was your Anastacia, I would do anything to protect you, not to condemn you!

Joan: I did it because you begged me!

Rose: No! - I couldn't believe what Joan had just confessed. No!

Joan: You wanted to save your people, our way of life, give this land a new hope. A chance of salvation. Release it to future generations.

Rose: Joan, I want you to restore my memories.

Joan: Rose, I can't do that! Magic has its price, you will not be able to absorb all at once…

Rose: Why? How many lives I've lived?

Joan: Fifteen years ago your spirit incarnated for the third time. But that's not the point…

Rose: Then what is?

Joan: Memories that left its marks, are the first to appear.

Rose: Speaks English Joan, I don't speak magic. – Anxiety and fear were taking control. I was scared because I felt that my reality was about to change, above all, I was afraid to leave him alone in this world.

Joan: The means of your death are first impressions.

Rose: How did your Anastacia die? How I died Joan, how!?

Joan: You… You were crucified … And burned. An example for all those who intended to escape.

Rose: Ah…

Charlie: Here you are! – I tried, stealthily, wipe the tears so that Charlie didn't understand what was going on and also to not be dragged into this story ... - Rose, mother's calling. It's time for a toast! Joan your grandmother is about to make her speech.

Joan: Thank you, Charlie.

Rose: Go ahead, I catch you.

Charlie: Have you been crying, Rose? Joan?! What's going on between you two?

Rose: I'm fine, really. It was just a mosquito.

Charlie: What a big mosquito, with the head hit one and with the tail the another ... - Joan smiled in sympathy, but Charlie realized that the matter was serious. - Take your time. I ... wait inside.

Joan: Rose…

Rose: I just need a minute, Joan. Please!

I didn't want to hear anything else, I didn't want to feel anything anymore! I couldn't be there. Surrounded by so many people and having this will to scream ... I needed his presence, needed to know if he was real.

So, I ran out of the area. Ran and ran to get out of there. Joan was right about one thing, the sea calmed me. The beach was near, the sound of the waves let my thoughts flow. Looking at the Moon performed by half, I felt that with him, she fulfilled. Want to be the moon… Bright, certain of its destiny ... I wanted him to be the other part of me, wanted to hear his voice, feel his presence...

Seth: She is so beautiful, isn't it?

My heart raced, my body froze, my voice was gone for a while…

Rose: …Yes, she is.

The silence was heard for a moment. We were just there, admiring one of the most beautiful pictures of nature. Felt comfort in having him close… I wanted to hug him, ask him to forgive me, but I was not the person who they saw in me.

I've come a long way, since the beginning of this year. I did some things that I thought would be capable of. I made a small collection in less than a month, stood in a stage and I loved it, I was at the summer festival with a stand with my own pieces… I feel different, stronger in some aspects, however, nothing could prepare me for this reality.

Rose: I don't know why I feel this way when I'm around you, but I'm certain of one thing… I'm not who you see! I'm not your Anastacia ...

End of the 13^th Episode - A Fantasy Tale