A Long Lost Love (S1 Ep.14-14)

I needed to see him. I came downstairs running, hoping he was there...

Rose: Good morning mom!

D. Marya: Good day baby! Let’s have lunch?

Rose: Yes! - My voice trembled I wanted to cry... This pain inside was so strong.

D. Marya: What are you looking for?

Rose: Are we the only ones here? – I Swallow in dry, holding the tears was difficult.

D. Marya: No. Your brother's upstairs and Kat must be in your bedroom, didn't you see him? When I looked he was lying on his bed!

Rose: Oh… Okay! – He wasn't here. "What a fool I am! What could he possibly be doing here? He brought me home and left. He saw my pain and left ... He abandoned me.”

Simona's words resounded in my thought as mine, but I still needed to know why! The anxiety took over, my mind was seeking, constantly, an answer. - "It is Christmas everything is closed. The school is closed, the shops are closed. Where he could be? How can I find him? "

Had no way to contact him, I didn't know where he could be at, so I found myself thinking - "he never gave me a chance to get too close, was right next to me, but never let me in. He never loved... "

The time flew. I helped set the table for lunch, but in truth, I didn’t notice what I was doing.

Charlie: Have you finished Rose? Rose? Cucu ...

Rose: Sorry Charlie! I wash the dishes.

Charlie: Ok, thank you! Do you want to play console next?

Rose: Yes, it can be.

While washing the dishes, the rain made itself heard. Its intensity, its strength, I wanted to be like that. Fearless!

The night arrived and I forced myself to stay awake as long as I could… He never came. "See you calms me", words now meaningless…

Thursday, December 26

The morning dawned, my eyes were heavy. My whole body was heavy. Although just wake up I was out of energy. While I was preparing myself my mind fled to him. "What did I do wrong? Why would he leave, why would he leave me?! "

The food had no flavour, the appetite lacked. I looked at the door with the hope that I didn't want to let go. She was still here, I still felt her pain, but he did not leave me...

D. Marya: What face is that?

Rose: Hum? Sorry, I was distracted.

D. Marya: It's everything okay?

Rose: Yes… I have much on my mind that's all.

D. Marya: One step at a time that, all be work out. – I smile in an attempt to reassure her. - ...Oh, don’t forget.

Rose: What? – Hope revived.

D. Marya: Mrs Beatrice is giving a dinner for friends of the family and would like to have our presence. I checked for the three of us.

Here it is, the hope that I expected. The night did not come fast enough. The anguish of his absence consumed me every second.

Upon reaching the home of Mrs Beatrice I gazed wandered searching for him. "He can't be here." I went up to the porch, looked among the decorations, but nothing. The day was rainy, there were no visitors and the only two securities that  I saw were at the entrance.

I ran through the rain towards the Mausoleum. Was he there sheltered? My heart was racing. I felt his presence ... I knew he was here, I wanted him to be, needed ...

Rose: Mikhael?! I know you're here. MIKHAEL... - Screamed with the force of my heart left, the last supplication for support. He did not respond and I fell on my knees. -Please! I need to know...

Joan: Rose?! What are you doing here? Why are you like that, what happened? - Joan saw me running towards the Mausoleum and had followed me.

Rose: Stella!? What did I do wrong? Why he abandoned me?

End of the 14^th Episode - For love